if the moon ever meets the sun

You told me you'll be that exquisite wisteria

You told me you'll guard my ways, forever

Your light shone so bright, even the sun would step backward

Your smile, that beautiful smile, t'was such a delight,

the last thing I could recall of you

I could never forget your gentle embrace

Deep buried between those tiny arms

With nothing but gratitude washed over you

Though only stays in memories,

I never miss that jolt of warmth radiating my skin

each time the scattered pieces of you says hello

I feel you around, so clear my eyes got blurry

Oh how I wish you were immortal

Back in summer, your eyes just got brighter, and more

I imagined drowning in an emerald lake

when I look into your dark orbs,

the water so transparent I could see what's under

all with naked eyes

truly, I won't mind drowning in that ethereal beauty

You're like a big wisteria tree growing in front of the house

Those pinkish petals dangling with bravery and comfort

Sending out laughter even when the wind passed by

You were our shelter from the sun

aromatic flowers pulled us in,

away from pitfalls, away from darkness

only befriend happiness

Every delicate gesture made me fall

Oh how I wish this little rose was just as tall

If only a rose could rise and whisper

just behind your intoxicating scent,

I could've made the wind pass you my letter

One that never left my drawer

One that you long knew, without asking me to

If only I didn't shove you

If only that time I was right beside you

if only i knew

I have too much regrets reminiscing about you

Did I love you enough?

I was told you are our sun

The only one keeping us sane, away from pain

That lead the way to the light

The sun, who made me your precious moon

The small thing you always adore

But I was just this weak, tiny little moon sucking out your energy

And you were out of my reach

As I was never able to find my lane back to you

until you're finally out of my sight

while moon had nothing left

she was left in a wreck

took years to gather each part

putting hands on the fragments pricked her heart,

slashing her flesh and tore it apart

i could hardly stay on the right track

When you're no longer by my side,

When your glow stopped illuminating the dark,

Things turned upside down

Riots bloomed back and forth

The house became empty and cold

The world was blue and grey

Days ended faster as we walked behind,

desperately gasping for air

legs were limp, eyes were burning

We fell apart

If moon could meet the sun,

If she's ever given the chance,

I'll run into your arms and hide under your warmth

I'll stay true and never let go of you

I'll brag about how well I'm holding everything in
And I'll tell you just how much I love you
I'll be dumb and ask you to stay
Just one more minute, I'll be good



Please, meet me in my dreams, will you?


I just wish I could see you.

This longing for you is starting to ache harder,
your image becomes way and way too vivid to bear.